That's what I'm going to do for the following 5 days. Things between us have been so good so far. But I'm still worried over many things. Was talking to Nicholas Teo just now. He said that if HX doesn't treat me properly he'll be dead cos they all know where he stays and they'll kill him if he bullies me. So touched...that Nic actually said that. But it also made me wonder....what if he was hurt by me instead? There are things that I do not dare to do or say. I just hope you'll know why and understand. Give me time...