Thursday is ah ma's bday!! We had a celebration at her house on saturday. It'll most probably be the last one... She's really down to bones and skin only. At times, when i look into her eyes, I feel the loneliness. It makes my heart ache. It makes me wana stay by her side longer.
Had a great time tad day though. My generation, we've never been close. Things seem to have improved on sat. We talked more and even went down to J8 together! Hope things would get even better. =) Sadly, we only managed to play basketball and drive car. Then my dad called to say that he was coming to fetch me and send jia jin home too. Poor benedict...he had changed a bag full of coins just as the both of us were aboutta leave. Guess that bag must have worth at least $20. heehee. xD
Finally gotta see granpa's photo. He passed away when my dad was 5. Must have been really tough for my grandma to raise 8 kids single-handedly. And... I think i know why my dad's head is so big now...heez. My 3rd uncle is a photocopy of his dad....
The second generation
The third generation
The fourth generation.
let your heart out.
Saturday, October 11, 2008Y
轻。
那天朋友说了一句, 让我想起了你。 那么辛苦地不去想, 回忆还是那么轻易地被勾起。
想着想着 突然有种预感 告诉我你就在附近。
跟着直觉走, 我真的碰见了你。 心跳加速了。
对着你的眼神, 我从天堂掉到最深的谷底。
站在你面前 只有几公分的距离, 却觉得自己是透明的。
跟随你那强烈的眼神, 发现它降落到她身上。
太过分了, 我真的受不了了。 虽然渴望着永远和你保持这样的距离, 我却头也不会地走了。
不想看到你们亲密的交流 害怕积累在眼眶的泪 会飙出。
那时候 我彻底地理解了。 那时候 我觉悟了。 那时候 我放下了。
let your heart out.
Monday, October 06, 2008Y
Sentosa!
Yipee! went to sentosa with guys and gals from 35 on children's day. Quite sad that i went there quite late as I was doing pw earlier that day. T_T should have gone earlier or perhaps on a weekday, then it wouldn't have been so crowded. Whatever it is, still had fun! =)
Another good news on top of that! I'm going for the Taiwan Immersion Programme (TIP). Though I'm just substituting another gal from Hwa Chong who isn't able to make it for the 2nd phase of the program, Im still reli happy! WOOTS! holiday!! And guess wad.... we'll be wearing on their uniform there, their winter uniform! Muahahaha! So excited! TIP people from VJ are nice nice nice! ^^ Glad to be able to go there with all of them!
Got back my chem, bio and mths promos paper today. Gotta sit for R paper for bio and chem. But I might not needa sit for R paper for mths. Kinda sad and depressed at first.However, I'm still glad that I won't have to retain (though this can only be confirmed after getting back the rest of the papers). Happy that I made some improvements too. Though they weren't great improvements.... I'll put in more effort the next time round! GAMBATTE!!! =D