So frustrated. My parents cut down all mi outings to once a mth wif immediate effect lor. Juz cos i have to sit down & read bks wif them everidae to improve mi eng. But can wait till nite time, when mi dad come back from wk den read mar. Qi si ren le! I'll go crazy wif so little outings..........haiz. To dae got back mi report bk, class position drop. Results not very good too. Guess i'll have to show them some results at the end of year to earn back all those 'lost' outings. Well, I'll work harder then. Most worried that they'll pull mi out from YBC.Now not so qi le. Muz go & rest soon, cos takin the 4am flight. Ehhhhh............... shld be lookin foward to the trip lar. Tink got notin to sae le. Nitez everi1. :]
let your heart out.
Friday, May 27, 2005Y
Sat leavin for China le...........
1 more day.............1 more day & 'll be enjoying 8 days of freedom, away from my parents....... hahaha. But oso quite sad, cos i think the YBC camp would be much nicer. Well, I'll just have to take this as another life-long experience. I'm most looking foward to the exchange program, cos i'll make lotsa new frenz.....heehee. So excited. Den will be climbin Mt. Tai oso. Oso lookin foward to buyin lotsa tings back......haha. K lar. Enuf of China, let's tok bout today. Today went Toa Payoh lib to book CIP with Si Ying. Very long never go out with mi hao jie mei le. Den we went to take neoprints after that. Wasn't reli successful cos we had no time to change pose & backgrd. But, my 1st time taking neoprints is reli nice. Especially with mi gd fren. Well, This will surely be unforgettable........think of the way we screamed, so funny. Believe the nxt time wld be more successful. At least goin out with her, much better den with S.Y they all. Dun reli like to be with them nowadays.......tok notin but gossip, so tirin. Tink the other ppl in my class is easier for mi to get along with.......or mayb ppl from other classes. Well, had a reli nice day today. & managed to finish quite alot of mi holiday hw. So happy. Tomorow is 1/2 day. Hopefully will be able to finish all my hw, b4 i go china, den come back can relax.....haha. Eh..........tink tad's all for todae. Try to update 2morow, b4 i fly off, if not when i come back to S'pore. I'll miss u guys. Gd nite.....& sweet dreamz.......... :]
let your heart out.
Monday, May 23, 2005Y
[HaPpI] father's day & vesak day.
22nd May....it's father's day as well as vesak day. Father's day..........a day where all moms will give all dads a treat. Sadly, that never happens in my family. I must admit that my dad has been a reli great father, helpin me pay for everything......hahaz. Most importantly, guiding me along my life. Thx so much daddy. I wish that all dads in the world would enjoy family bliss & may they be healthy and happy. May i also make a wish on vesak day for world peace. Yesterday, went out & bought 'The eye 10' VCD. Watched it at night. Well, it wasn't as scary..........i could sleep in peace afterall. It was certainly funny at parts. Then this mornin went to palelai to help out. Had lotsa fun & gotta noe many frenz too. Was very tired too. Didn't even realised my china trip is only 6 more days away, until my mom mentioned it today. Somehow feel unsafe............duno y. Dun care lar! I too tired to think so much le. I goin to sleep soon. Gd nite everi1! Sweet dreams! :]
let your heart out.
Saturday, May 21, 2005Y
Rainbow after a rainy dae is always so bea.....u.....tiful...!!!
Well........guess its always good 2 tok over problems & solve it together as a family. Tis is sometin i've learnt. Its good to have a fren to hear u out, to go into hidin 1st. But, we will still have to solve the prob, so y dun we get some indispensible advice from the older generation after takin a break? Feelin better after straightenin out tings wif mi parents now. At least, we have come to a solution tad we all can accomodate to. Mi jaws hurtin, after lack of rest...........a premonition of impending fever. Went to funan after sch wif mi mom, to collect our X-box todae. Mayb goin ice-skatin wif mi frenz on mondae. Lookin foward to vesak dae, tis sundae, at palelai. Muz remember to ask YBC to buy mi red cross tickets. Got to noe mi SA results todae. Didn't do veri well. So sad. But, i'll try harder nxt time. Gotta go le. Nxt time den post some more. bb.......nitez.
let your heart out.
Friday, May 20, 2005Y
happi...........& sad.
Wednesdae got back all mi exam papers. Got 86.5/100 for maths.............& 55/100 for sc. That's why happi & sad. Disappointed with mi sc marks............but it was reli diff. Staying in school everidae do notin, veri bored lor. Either play chess or sing song, whole day long. Waste all of our time. Might as well prepare for the camp things. Tokin bout YBC, mi mom has a second attack of 'rejection of YBC' disease. She thinks its a waste of time to go for YBC meetings. But i tink its better den staying at hm, doin notin. She saes i wont b goin for the camp, so the meetings are none of mi business. So she rather i die of boredom than have some entertainment & joy. Ai yah, dun tok bout her le lar. So frustratin. Todae had X-country. The whole sch went to macritchie reservoir, early in the mornin. Ran 4.2 km, through the forest. There were lotsa decomposin materials on the way, which depleted our oxygen. & it stinks as well. Suprisingly, the route didn't seem as long as last year de.Thx to the rain, we could go hm shortly after we completed the run. After that, i went out shoppin. Den jiu hui jia le. Well, tink tad's bout it. Countinue writin another dae.........................
let your heart out.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005Y
YBC STOMP rOx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahaha.............happi.............YBC rox 4ever. Saturdae & Sundae went Ngee Ann for stomp performance. Veli, veli fun.....hahaha. We were all so crazy..........jump & jump, clap & clap, laugh & laugh. Somehow felt tad we all have been pulled closer together..........believe tad tis will continue. Manel, Yu juan & Shi Ting went down to support mi. So happi. They said tad had put up a gd performance, but shld have performed in an open space instead. Surely dere will be more rooms for improvement. Den on sundae, we had tis 'street parade', had lotsa fun oso. But after all the fun, dun feel like goin china, wana join YBC for the camps. Nyway, i still can join in on the 5th of June. Todae was so boring. Especially the last lesson.............Mdm Er tok until so boring. Made choco chips cookies todae. Violet did not want any, so i took all lor, den finished it all up during recess. So full. Had mi dinner juz now...............sushi. Mi mom prepared the rice, so sour lor. I still ate all up anyway. Rolled mi special sushi.............cheesenana sushi.........which was juz cheese + banana. Didn't taste tad bad after all. Nxt time, im gonna try...........nutella + milo + milk powder + grapes + jambu + chocolate + honey + banana + sushi..................i tink tad'll be an XXL sushi..........hahaha. Suddenly tot of the abu ne ne song tad leonard sent mi.........it was so funi, veri nice too. Well, tink tads all i wana sae todae. Wana thx YBC for all the joy tad it has given mi. &.........YBC rox 4ever
let your heart out.
Thursday, May 12, 2005Y
sat & sun STOMP performance..........
Sat & Sun have STOMP performance........asked mi frens to go Ngee Ann & see. Hopefulli Manel will go tuu. It's on sat 2.10pm & 4.20pm. As for Sun leh....i duno e timin......haha. Can come earlier if u all want to. Den mi class performance is adoptin e stomp concept. Practicin e new beats now. Mi mom saw it juz now........5 mins ago, & was tryin to clap e beats oso........lyk monkey lyk tad........haha. I veli long never update mi blog le........miss ya. E pokeein in mi sch gettin worse. 2dae Manel go to mi clas & find mi, den her fans(oso mi frens) saw her, den all went crazy. Started pullin mi shirt, jumpin, n screamin.........duno wad's so good bout dis idollin. Well....lucky for mi, no idols nor fans in sch........juz got frens. I tink tad's better den nytin else lor. Managed to finally trash tings out wif S.Y a few daes b4. I guess it's all bout understandin & givin in to each other. Hopefulli, sometin lyk tad will never happen again.........so tired of handlin such cases le. Another sad ting........i'll b returnin from China on e 5th Jun, mornin. Juz wish to join in a little for e YBC camp & have fun. Tink they'll b reli enjoyin themselves. Gotta start on mi CIP soon. I goin to book tomolow after sch at Toa Payoh lib. Nybodi wants to go & do wif mi? Can tell mi. Tuesdae after sch, went to watch ' Divergance '. E story was quite complicated & slow? But i lyk it..........cos is Daniel Wu act de.........haha. E fightin scenes were veli nice. At least dis is much better than ' Seoul Raiders '. Might b goin to watch ' Initial D ' & ' Hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy '. Guess tad's all tad i wana sae to dae. Lookin to our STOMP performance. & YBC rox....4eva. :]