Met amelia the other day. The first thing she told me "哇! 你憔悴很多” Well...I know that. With all the eye bags and panda eyes. T_T
Seriously, Im getting more and more stressed and losing all my energy. I need to recharge. Lots of problems recently. Today, my dad just told me not to go to taiwan at the end of the year. It isn't the first time he told me, but today he's really serious about it. Here's what he said " Its your final year. You should concentrate on your studies instead of planning for the trip." That was all that was needed to make me feel horrible. Not exactly because of what he said, but because I know whaat he said was true and there was no way I could rebutt.
There was so much that I wanted to tell him then, at that moment. That I would concentrate on my studies, that it wouldn't affect my results at all, that I must go. So many sentences, but none seemed to be able to outweigh his one sentence.