Cpuldn't find anyone to study with me. So went down to T2 macs to study by myself. Super inefficient. I just can't study alone! Luckily Celine's gonna mug with me today.... Hope it'll be much productive... no time liao.
let your heart out.
Decided to leave for home earlier so that I could rest earlier (which judging from the time now, wasn't as planned). Waited for the 53 for quite some time. Took the front seat, the one right in front, as the rest of the seats were filled. Everything was fine at first and I was kinda enjoying the ride, when I saw a COCKROACH! And i'm quite sure that it was a mutant, judging from its humongous size. (Its cells must have undergone uncontolled mitosis) It was crawling around the machine, the ezlink card-tapping machine, trying to find a way to get down. As I stared at it, I was praying hard that it would be stupid enough to keep on crawling around that dumb machine. Guess I was the stupid one to have forgotten that it was a mutant! Therefore, it was much clever than expected. It started making its way down to the ground. And thanks to my quick reflexes, I got out of my seat and moved further to the back door. I guess I was the only one who saw it as the lady sitting beside me was still oblivious to the cockroach that had crawled up to her! Couldn't wait for the bus to get outta the highway and I immediately hopped off at the first stop. Ended up waiting for another bus home... Just hope that SBS would do something about the cleanliness of their buses. Really don't wish to hop off the bus like that next time... worse still when the bus is on the highway and the next bus stop would be at least 10mins away....
Back-tracking to monday. Had intended to pon school since it was the last day before our study break. But din do that in the end. Wrong choice that I made. Failed to realise that even if I don't pon, others would. And others here means the majority. The first lecture of the day was ok. Then, came bio lecture, where the LT was merely less than a quater filled. It just accentuated the coldness of LT5 even more. At least 35 had some integrity. Our class was most probably the class with the most attendance for bio tad day, though there was only slightly more than 10 of us. Maths lecture after that was worse. Haiz.... Our class could not even fill half of a row of seats. It was really stupid of me to attend the lecture, cos all Mr Kho had done was to go through probability, which was not even tested for promos. And worse of all, he went through the misc examples! =.=" Total waste of time that day. Tried studying at Singpost with celine after that.
Pathetic turn-out for bio lecture =( Glad I had went though, cos we gotta view some reli cool vids on mitosis and cancer. ^^
Sometimes I just wish that I had selective memory loss, so that I can forget facts that hurt.
나마음의아파서.
let your heart out.
Sat, I reached the airport at 10+ am. Good to be there early, cos u can get to choose the better seats. Got one better one, which allowed more space and less distractions. Started mugging. Bad to mug alone, lack motivation. Thought CK was gonna pangseh me or worst of all, forget he was supposed to come! So, alotta things couldn't get in. Then, he came at ard 1.40 cos he woke up at 1240!! k lar....at least he still kept to his promise. So, mugging from that time onwards was more effective.
Today, reached macs about 1pm. started mugging alone, again. XC reached at about 3.30. Started talking a lot when she reached. So...some time wasted. Near 5, jonathan joined us. He's really super blind! To think he didn't see us when we were sitting right behind him. -_-" Talked a lot again. Haiz. wasted a lot of time today. Left macs at ard 9.45. Chiong e assesment when i reached home. Seriously, its just pure memory work. Just 3 attempts, and I completed it in 6 mins on the last attempt and still scored 19/20.
Feeling so exhausted. I need rest, but the desire to mug is even greater. Don't feel like going to school. Will just waste more time.... I dun wana drop any H2 subj to H1 next yr. All the more, I don't wana be retained.... T_T
只需要你的一句“加油”。你怎么那么迟钝啊！真的觉得自己好傻。。。
let your heart out.
TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..MARIA: Here it is.TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.
TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.
TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it
TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.
TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!
TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right..... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.
TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher
let your heart out.
A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: 'I am blind, please help.' There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?'
The man said, 'I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.' What he had written was: 'Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it.' Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing? Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?
Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.
The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling...And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!
let your heart out.
After that, I went opposite to west mall for lunch, then to white sands. Had wanted to mug in the lib - cafe galilee, but sadly it was full. So, back to the good 'ol mugging spot *drum rolls* MACDONALDS! haha. Mugged there for close to 9 hrs, alone. Witnessed alotta scenes, 2 of which were more memorable...
Scene 1: An old lady brought a bunch of kids into macs. Presumely a grandmother and her grandchildren (which was later proven correct). Had taken a few glance at them when they were in macs. The impression that it created upon me was when the whole bunch of them were leaving. the children all went seperate ways with their mothers home. When they said :bye bye wai po", the look in the grandma's eyes were identical to that of my own grandmother's. Just realised how lonely that figure suddenly appeared. It then dawned upon me that I haven't been visiting ah ma for ages, and every time she calls, my response is always so superficial. The sudden urge, to call her, just to listen to her voice, clearly.
scene 2: A lady and her boyfriend were sitting next to me. She was browsing through his phonebook.
"Who's jane? and mia? and annonymous? and (the list goes on)"
"why do u have so many girl-friends? I'm gonna delete all those numbers."
"nono. That's my classmate's no. and that's my good friend's" (could hear a little giggling in his tone)
"Why do u have so many good girl-friends? U only need one...."
And the guy started laughing. The girl's action was funny, cute and pure (to me).
Lesson learnt? Treasure. =)
"Mommy", most probably the word that I've said the most number of times in my life. Many links to it too. At times, it links to anger, sadness, frustration, helplessness and despair. At others, security, assurance, grattitude and hope. The occurance of each are almost equal. Today, she called me 3 - 4 times. Each time she'll say "why u take so long to pick the phone? where are u?".
Each time, she'll add a "just who are you with?", "How can u be alone when u left your things there and came out to collect the things from me?" or "so are u alone? or who are u with now?".
NO ONE! NO ONE! NO ONE! just how many times do i have to repeat that?
When I got back home, I simply asked my dad if i had put on weight since the holidays cos i havent been moving round much and my input is just wow! A simple no from him. And from my mom...."Why do u ask that? Someone said that right? Who isit?"
After washing my hands with this really nice-smelling soap, I walked to the living room, where I stood beside her and took a quick glance at the tv.... "What's that smell? You sprayed perfume ar? Why leh?"
Haiz.....STOP IT! U've asked me numerous times for the whole year. NO. That's my ans.
Why? I just don't understand why you have to use your mouth, ears and prejudiced judgement to understand me?! 你就不能试着不闻不问，不听不想，完全地用心来理解我吗？17 years. I don't believe you don't even understand me. I really don't know wadda do. The feeling of wanting to cry but can't is really torturous!
有的话，我一定会跟你们讲的。必竟，我只希望你们能相信我的选择。我最希望的是受到你们的祝福。
let your heart out.
Anws, met a few ex-cedarians. In the end, we got a space, and we sat with ying ying and ming tjong's friend. We left at around 1915hrs. And it was only when we got out that we realised it was pouring heavily. Was kinda late, and the rain persisted even after we waited for some time. Hence, we made up our mind to dash across once the traffic light turned green. Had quite a bit of fun doing that. Reminds me of the good 'ol days when I used to go downstairs to play in the rain with my neighbour. It was really fun!
Was glad that Ming tjong studied with me...got to ask alotta mths qns which i did not know how to solve and which he enlightened me. ^_^ Still can't believe that he's from Cheung Cheng...got the Cat high look somehow xD
Glad that I found someone to study with me on Sat. Hope I wun get ps-ed again.... So im left with sat. Hmmmm.... maybe I would go down to school and join Deborah and jonathan. Kinda efficient working with them.
Shall keep tomorrow to myself. Will go down to white sands o study. Or maybe I could ask Cephia =)
let your heart out.
"Its funny to think how we crave for a break to study." - Sandra.
That is so trueeee.... Life in JC is just pervertic. But I'm enjoying it. Haha.
Sometimes keeping your mind occupied is really a good way to stop yourself from thinking too much about things that make you sad. Went to the airport to study with XC and Joyce on sunday. Joyce evoked memories from the past.
(just plugged cotton wool into my ears...my mom just cant seem to stop nagging)
I see my old self in her. I miss those days where nothing seemed to really matter; where I was like a crazy bunny, hopping around everyday. I will be like that again, i will.
Studied in school yesterday with Jonathan and Deborah in T12.
Was efficient yesterday. Indeed, studying in school is much more productive. Maybe I should go back more often. But as for now, should find someone to study with me on friday and saturday...
Hopefully today would be a productive day too. Just hope that I won't freeze in the library today. xD
Couldn't reach the goddess stage... but being a mortal is good too ^^
Random photos taken by some random people. xD
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