This couple of days, things happened and i've been pondering over them (yet again).
For the whole of this week, I haven't touched a single notes nor done a single piece of work, mainly cos of Connect Singapore. Though it seemed kinda stupid to me, I don't know why I chose to continue helping out. Maybe its cos I didn't want to shirk my responsibility, or more directly, I wanted to challenge myself. Everything went quite well, preparations i mean, and as the DAY drew closer, I got more and more enthusiastic and optimistic bout it.
Then thurs came and I did according to plan. Until, the time when we started forming the chain. Some of the people from our team were just not into the thing and can't be bothered. Can't blame them, cos even till then, I was still somewhat unconvinced by the project. But what was most disappointing and at the same time touching was the reality. Here was what i experienced that day... From some "well-known" school... teacher : I dun know who came up wif this stupid project to make our girls suffer under the sun like tad Student: Forget it! I'm not gonna move anymore. This thing is idiotic! and after the event which underwent some major hitches, another teacher from that school came into our holding room and the first thing said was ' can u tell me what exactly happened just now?'
From evergreen sec... student: Its so hot. I want to go back home. teacher: Don't always think of working in your own comfort zone and do only things that u like. You'll never learn if u don't challenge yourself and step out of your comfort zone. Do u understand? And after the event, I apologized to the teacher-in-charge. And he replied: Its alright, no one's to blame for this. Really (Smiles). Student: Thank you for everything today. Ypu have done a great job!
See the diff?
Its been such a long time. Everytime I thought I found someone better and have given up on u, I'll just get triggered again. Is there really no one better den u? Or isit just my obstinance?