I think I have to say this to mayer...sorry ya. Was kinda emo during Econs lecture juz now. Knew you were trying to cheer me up, but I juz couldn't... too many things going on in my mind.
Last night, daddy told me he was gonna send me to sch, cos the doctor had asked him and my other uncles and aunties to see him in the morning, regarding ah ma's examination report; coz he had found 2 tumors in her stomach. Was praying hard that it was nothing serious...
Then this morning, near the end of GP, I msged daddy to ask how was it. Somehow, i cld feel that deep in a small corner of my heart, I was a lil' scared to receive his reply. But I decided to msg him in the end, coz I beleived that everything would be alright. Why does my institution have to fail me at times like this?
Me: Daddy, what did the doctor say?
Daddy: Doc gives 6 - 12 mth.
I didn't understand what he meant (or was it simply that I didn't want to believe the msg?). So I called him...
Me: What did the doctor say?
Daddy: He said that ah ma has a cancerous tumor in her stomach and intestine. He doesn't encourage an operation at her age, might have a lot of complications and side effect. The doctor has talked to ah ma too, and she was quite accepting...
Wanted to pon CO and rush straight to the hospital after sch. But what should I say to her? How would I react? Would it be just like Mrs Ng?
Waiting for the rain to stop. Going to ECP wif Celine..to the arcade. Or MACS?
Hopefully I'll be able to think through more by then....
Seeing ah ma after that...
let your heart out.
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