lazybonez_1991

A weird dream...

2011-03-31T10:16:00.002+08:00

It has been really hot these few days. Wonder if that's why I had a really weird dream last night. I dreamt that I was in Korea (obviously obssesed about my upcoming korea trip). And my mom was with me (It was supposed to be Grace). And I was at this train station that looked like one that I've been to in Taiwan. And I lost my money. So I suspected that it was in my friend's bag. Which is really no link....cos my friend wasn't even supposed to be there. And since he wasn't there at that point of time (dunno where he went to), I decided to open his bag to check. And to my shock, I found 2 big packs of sanitary pads in there and a few other individual pieces too. And I started giggling and told one of my girl friend who was beside me (No idea where she popped out from and can't remember who it was either). While mocking, I suddenly recalled that I was the one who put the pads in my friend's bag, cos we were taking a bus from JP back to hall the other time and I didn't want to carry my pads around so he let me put it in his bag. That's the end of my dream =_= I have seriously no idea what this is about. I'm just writing everything here cos I'm so confused xD

Our 13th month...

2011-03-24T23:39:00.004+08:00

I've always wanted to blog for a long time, but have been too lazy....even for our anniversary. Not that its not good enough to go up my blog, but there was just so much details to describe the event. However today's a day really worth my time and effort to blog ^_^

Today's our 13th month and 2 days together, to be exact. HX bought me a ped egg which cost $22, cos I said I needed it. And the real surprise came when he pulled out the shoe box that contained the pair of shoes that I really really liked...Thanks honey! =)

In return, I paid for neoprints (we took neoprints exactly 1 yr back) and for dinner at timbre. During dinner, HX asked me if I would feel bored being with him 6 years down the road. Well....I said I don't know, and I guess he was a little sad. I know that the answer he wanted was a definite no.....and I'm sure he knew that I was gonna say something like I don't know. No one can ever predict the future, but I've never been bored for the past year....that's something I'm very sure of.

After dinner, we sat by the river. It was a really great feeling. It feels like we could just sit there quietly forever. His heartbeat was louder than the music and all the noise around us. And I took comfort in that, knowing that he'll be with me, keeping me safe and warm......

P.s: If anyone knows how to remove the tagboard, can you please tell me? I kinda forgot xD and its irritating to see all that nonsense there....

Someone asked.....

2010-12-02T17:35:00.002+08:00

If someone asked me whether I prefer being single or attached, I would say that I prefer both. Many times I would think what if I'm still single? What if nothing ever changed? There's certainly many many things that I like about being single, especially when I look at photos of my friends with all their other friends. No doubt, being attached has left me with little time to be with my other friends. Perhaps missing them has made me think alot recently. I'd really love to go out with others without any restrictions and obligations.

So...yesterday someone finally asked me the BIG question. Have I any regrets since then?
My answer? No. =)

Awesome Day!!

2010-11-13T23:37:00.002+08:00

Today was routine and boring, but tonight was fun! =)
We were supposed to have our pri sch gathering at 6pm, pasir ris park to watch the sunset. In the end, we just gathered some chairs and sat at a table beside the pool as HX's house at 7.40pm. This was usual, but I still found it fun and interesting. Chatted quite a lot, watched the guys do pullups, squeezed 5 guys and 2 girls into a small 5-seater. I tried to take photos, but it was just too dark. I like the times when we do stupid things together and just laugh our heads off. I can't seem to do so at ease with my sec sch or uni frens. Perhaps, its because we've known each other for 10 years, and there's really nothing to hide.

I like nicholas' idea of setting up a business together. Sounds ridiculous. But its sounds like the perfect dream, to return to our childhood days. I guess making a movie would be great.....a movie about us. ^^

We're planning to have a PAINTBALL outing next time. Wish that Mrs Tan Bian would be here to play with us by then. =) For now, I'm gonna snack a bit before sleeping...so hungry xD

Life so far....

2010-11-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

Its 10 Nov alr. Exams in 3 weeks and we've been together for 8 mths+.
Everything's fine so far, HX is still as passionate and caring. The thing is...he keeps calling me and messaging me everyday. Not that its wrong, but I'm not the kind to keep talking and wanting to know what's he doing everytime. Fortunately, he is understanding enough when I ask him not to keep doing so. But he seems to forget it the next day..... =_=

Well, there are differences between us which makes us quarrel, but we each have our good sides that keeps us together. I hope that we'll be able to understand each other better as time goes on, just like how we're doing now =)

Fun

2010-09-13T13:50:00.002+08:00

Finally...I get some time to blog. Uni life has been busy but really fun. Its not that I join a lot of activities that make it fun. Its just fun...I feel really happy here xD
Thanks to HX, I managed to settle many administrative stuff with much ease. Thank You Yo Bo! (I was showing off to violet what a great bf I have when she asked how I set up my printer) xD

Supposed to be doing tutorial now so I won't blog anymore till I have organised what I wana put in here =)

Back from Japan

2010-08-13T11:54:00.002+08:00

Im back! Bought lotsa foodstuff. Sadly couldn't afford clothes there. But its alright. I would spend the money here buying clothes xD Now that I have a source of income. Looking at it now, giving tuition isn't that bad a thing. Maybe I should find some students to teach. Its good money xD

Anyway, just wanted to blog because of somthing funny that happened yesterday. Grace and I would be going out today and we planned to go to teo heng then to FullHouse for dinner. So yesterday I told HX that I needed to call Teo Heng. And so he asked me who's Teo Heng...

Me "Heehee. You dunno who's Teo Heng. I like Teo Heng."
HX " You like him more than me?"
Me "Hmmm sometimes. TH makes me happy. And whenever Im feeling stressed, I'll go to TH"
HX "OIC. Does he make you happier than I do?"
Me " Yeah...sometimes =)"

~Silent ride on the MRT for a few stations~
HX "So...who's TH?"
Me "Heehee you'll know when I call TH later."

~Another moment of silence for a few stations~
HX "Yo Bo! Who's TH?"
Me "I told you you'll know when I call him!"

~Finally reached Pasir Ris MRT~
I called Teo Heng to make reservations for today and HX's expression was soooo funny. It was like embarrassment + anger + laughter + don't know what to do.

Oh well...I had a good laugh. And I'm soory that you felt cheated (I mean it).
It was just so funny xD

A380 to Japan

2010-07-24T22:36:00.011+08:00

I am flying to Japan tmr! LalalAlalaLa!! ^_^

So if anyone can't contact me in the next 14 days, you know why. If you don't, it means that you've not read my blog....then just too bad for you xD

Today's our 5 months and 2 days together. HX didn't buy me any flowers =( but he brought me to the garden festival to see many many more beautiful flowers =) And cause' of that, I'm happy enough...in fact really happy. Judging from what he gives me each month, those that we saw at the exhibition would most probably be more than sufficient to cover 10 years.

Without HX's camera and him, I still took perfect pictures! (So proud of myself...I have no choice but to admit that its an inborn talent) So here's what I took. Enjoy!!

This one's my favourite!!

Blog Blog Blog

2010-06-05T13:22:00.011+08:00

Yeah! I finally get the chance to blog today. Was feeling a little lazy to do so, but if I don't blog now and put up my photos, they'll just keep accumulating. I think I should make it a point to blog whenever a take a picture. There have been so many things happening each day and I really want to blog about it but I'm either too lazy or too tired to do so. So I must make it a habit to blog more frequently =) (Enlightened after reading Cedric's blog.)

So the first photo that I'm gonna share with yall....is this cat. I'm just so eager to put up this pic. I saw it on my way to work one day. It was sleeping so comfortably. Maybe its tummy is too white that's why its sleeping like that to get a tan. It was sooooo cute. When I was taking the photo, it opened its eyes to take a peek at me, and then it went back to sleep. It makes me wonder what cats dream of when they sleep...

Happened to pass by Pine Gardens one day. Was reminded of the birthday cakes that Mrs Woo used to buy for us. All of those that she bought were superlicious. But the best had to be their Triple Chocolate Cake. So I bought a pack of choco brownies for $3. Then I saw another pack of choco brownies that were crumbled and in not-that-good shape. Those cost $2 instead, so I changed with the auntie. The brownies were so rich yet not too sweet. If you happen to see the shop, you should drop buy to get a pack. As we were sitting on the chairs outside the shop nibbling on the delicious brownies, I saw this "Collection" sign. It was so funny....

여 보 and I went to Tampines Mall on some random day. And we decided to make a house.
Before......

.......and after!
PS: Those little things on the clouds are hearts ^^

And some drawings to accompany Mushroom (The name of our house)! HX drew them all by himself. So proud of him! =)

And soon.....its our 3rd month together :)
The third bunch of flowers that Yo Bo got me ever since we were together. Its forget-me-not and something else.

I took this pic when HX was sucking his coffee xD

And this pic was contributed by yanru. Many many thanks =) I love this one.

And finally.......the candle that yo bo made for me =)

I did some things recently that made 여보 upset. It makes me feel sad too

3 months

2010-05-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's our 3rd month together!
Both of us have been sick the past few days. Hope that tomorrow would bring new beginnings and we would be healthy and bubbly for the following months =)

Flood of memories

2010-05-01T13:28:00.002+08:00

Was on facebook and saw the photo sze ying put up. Brought back lotsa memories. Those 18 days were really fun. Really miss the people and places that I met and went to...

~Happy =)

2010-04-14T19:46:00.007+08:00

Been so lazy to blog these days. But there's so many things that I wana write about and so many photos to share ^^
So...while I'm waiting for YY to cook dinner, I decided to use my time fruitfully and blog.

The past week has been a busy week. Celebrated my birthday with Wan Zhen and Shi Ting on Wed. Then on Thurs, I celebrated it with HX at the ZOOOO!! ^^ On Friday, I celebrated with mom dad YY JY and HX =) Then my dear 35 mates treated me to giant banana split (it has 6 scoops of ice-cream!!!) on Sat. Met 6/1 peeps on sunday.

Dinner at sushi tei. Ate super a lot xD and saw this handsome guy (who was kinda stuck up)

Saw this snake that had a heart shape on its body ^^

So happy...여 보 cooked 4 dishes for me. All of them contained potato!!!
Thank you 여 보! =)

Mermaid kite and rainbow kite =) Was too hungry...can't put down the pack of chips in my hands xD

Giant banana split. Thank you guys (and girls)

Saw chester while walking back home from HX's house today. Isn't he handsome?
Chester's so cute.... He'll always bite his toy out when he sees us ^_^ And he has a scooby doo toy!!

Tried to introduce a fren to chester....DUMBO! His reaction was so funny...he sniffed dumbo and was scared of it, so he retreated. See how far he was standing away from and constantly eyeing dumbo xD

1 month!!

2010-03-24T22:46:00.004+08:00

Celebrated Teng's bday with a few others on Sunday. It was kinda sad (for teng) xD Dinner at whitesands cos we had to send josh off to camp. The mall was infested with army guys when I got there. Dinner at kopitiam (saddest bday dinner ever) and then I accompanied HX to see the doc then home. Then, I joined the rest at ehub. By then we were down to 5 ppl only (teng, Mayer, Bernice, Shirleen and me). Had dessert at New York New York.

Teng said "Order whatever yall want. My treat! I got earn money". Not like his pay a lot....but since it was a birthday treat (since it was a treat from the bday boy), so why not xD

Tried the peach waffle....superb!!! =D

Left: shirleen's cloud-like candy floss. Right: My aeroplane-like candy floss (1st attempt)

My 2nd attempt. Tried to make a humongous candy floss. In the end...it became too heavy -.-

Monday was our one month together.
Sadly, we didn't get to go out and play. =(

Happily, 여 보 gave me a dog and my favourite flowers. ^^

사 랑 헤 (If you don't know what it means...then too bad xD)

Surname: Dum
Name: Bo

Full name: Dumbo (cos it has giant ears and can fly)

Nickname: Yo Bo ^^

Age: 1 month (as of 22 March 2010)

Tried to capture a good shot of dumbo but it wouldn't stop moving. This is my best.

Baby breath....Wonder if I'll have baby's breath after eating it...

Today's Thursday!!

2010-03-18T11:55:00.002+08:00

Yay!! 여 보 would be back later!! ^^
Went to bugis with Grace yesterday cos she said she had a $10 voucher for a jap restaurant...the one at iluma. So we went shopping first and i bought a blue colour erm...i think its a jumper, from litmus. Cost me 60 bucks T_T But I like it ^^

So aft shopping, we went to the restaurant and grace asked "its still valid right? I read the terms and conditions at the back. It should still be valid with at least $30 purchase".
Then the guy said yupp, still valid. Then as we were about to go in, he added on "you'll have to pay using DBS credit card"
Grace and I : O.O
Waiter: well...its written there clearly.
Grace and I: ohhhh.... ok.
And grace was damn frustrated after that and said that she'll ask her mom to get her a DBS card. xD

Think

2010-03-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

That's what I'm going to do for the following 5 days.
Things between us have been so good so far. But I'm still worried over many things.
Was talking to Nicholas Teo just now. He said that if HX doesn't treat me properly he'll be dead cos they all know where he stays and they'll kill him if he bullies me. So touched...that Nic actually said that.
But it also made me wonder....what if he was hurt by me instead?
There are things that I do not dare to do or say. I just hope you'll know why and understand.
Give me time...

So many things....

2010-03-03T11:07:00.005+08:00

Happening recently. Took many pictures but got no time to blog or upload.
(Its 11.11!! someone's thinking of me ^_^)

Have been visiting hong xiang at the natas fair for the past few days.

Me in 요 보's pyjamas uniform xD
Should have taken a full body shot....it looks like flinstone's dress

Saw Big Bang and FT Island's posters at the korean section ^_^

Nic wore this purple jacket from uniqlo...so nice!! Its purple!! =)

And so... I stole his jacket xD

My dearest cousins... Chun heng and Huili. Although they look like they're sleeping, they are actually wide awake. (Can't blame them for having small eyes xD)
Anyway....look at the owl necklace on Huili...
Dad: Huili where did u get that necklace from?
HL: From Forever 21
Dad: ??
Me: Its a shop...called forever 21
Dad: Oh! But you're not 21 yet.
HL & me : =.="

This is Mr seah chun heng's phone. I said Mr. How gay can he be....

Took off my braces yesterday!! YAY!! NOMOREBRACES!! xD

Mr Chin trying to stare at the peeps sitting beside us....believing that his eyes would grow bigger after that. xD

My instructor!!!

2010-02-13T10:18:00.002+08:00

Forgot to tell you all especially audrey... that my instructor for the forest adventure looked like Ong Ajibem xD

Thailand

2010-02-11T11:49:00.002+08:00

Today's the day....I'll be flying in don't know how many more minutes. Wish it'll be a fun and exciting trip.
Will be staying in Bangkok and Kanchanburi. Hopefully I won't be eaten by the tigers at the tiger temple.
Will try to update everyday (which I doubt i will)

Pineapple tarts!

2010-01-22T10:58:00.003+08:00

Its gonna be chinese new year soon.. the season for PINEAPPLE TARTS!! Woohoo!

If you're thinking of buying something for your friend, family, colleagues, boss or anybody else. Or you just want to ENJOY IT YOURSELF then.....you should seriously consider these mouth-watering pineapple tarts!

Furthermore... for the health-conscious and ORGANIC freaks (juz like me and my mom) we make pineapple tarts using organic flour too!!

It'll be sold in a container like that.

Mood swing

2010-01-22T00:00:00.001+08:00

Starting to feel down.
Better find some stuff to entertain myself and make myself happy these few days...

Jokwon and Gain

2010-01-20T11:57:00.009+08:00

The 2 of them look so sweet together... and there's still the rings that they drew on each other's hands in the video. =)

Bursting with anger

2010-01-12T16:05:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! I can't believe it I really can't!!!!
It took me so much effort to organize this outing because Ailin and Yong Ning say they want to go out together very much. Yong Ning suggested swimming and since we are all free today, we decided to meet at 3pm at tampines before heading to safra to swim. At 2.50, I left home. Just as I got downstairs, Yong Ning called to say that. They were at Ehub kbox and asked me to go over first and they would be finishing soon. So I went over.

When I was there, they said they don't feel like swimming anymore. But I really want to and I've brought everything! ailin suggested going to escape....which Yong ning and I rejected. So we decided to go Tampines and on our way down, Yong Ning said she wanted to play pool, which was $9/hr.

YN: I wana play pool! My cousin say very fun!
Ailin: I don't know how to play
Me: I don't like to play and we all don't know how to play.

After some persuading between me and YN...
YN: Hmmmm since you really don't want to play then never mind lar. Lets go.
We went into the arcade a while...
YN: But I still wana play!! Lets go and play lar.
Me: Har...don't want lar...I really hate pool.
YN: Btw, I thought you were going to work today?
Me: ya..but I can't make it if we're going out. So i never go today.
YN: orh... why don't you wait here for 1 hr while ailin and I play
Me: [O.O] Or.... I go home and change now then we can go down town.
YN: Orh ok lor. You go home first then when we're done we'll give you a call.

And so I'm home now. Im super pissed!!! I gave up my work and time for them and she actually asked me to wait for them at home until they're done playing pool?!!

The culprit

2010-01-12T11:30:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 10 Jan was my dad's bday and it was also my parents' anniversary. Went out to have dinner. Good food, nice ambience. After that we took a walk along the river. Then, as we were enjoying our walk, mommy received a call from ah yi may who said that my grandfather got into an accident and has been sent to CGH.

So we rushed down to the hospital immediately after fetching ah ma. Waited for quite some time before the doctor came out to tell us his condition: A broken collar bone, 8 broken ribs and a punctured left lung.
Fortunately, he was still feeling ok and stubbornly insisted on going for his genting trip -.-
The doctor said that he self-skided and we all tried to figure out how that actually happened. Everbody guessed that he must have dozed off riding his motorcycle.

Today, the traffic police called and told us what happened....something that we all did not expect at all. He was tripped by a stone on the highway. -_-"

Happy "Birthday"

2010-01-06T23:57:00.004+08:00

Today's a great day! It was so eventful=) Love the feeling of going out as a group. Love my class.

#1 [reward]
Went to work in the afternoon. Then when I left the mediacorp to meet yinhong, I saw this reli shuai guy at the bus stop xD

#2 [feeling guilty]
Met yinhong and shirleen at Raffles Place, thereafter, we took a walk before heading to timbre. During our walk there, shirleen mentioned that it was her birthday.
Yinhong: This stitch has a guitar! so cute! shir u muz buy for me!
Shir: U should be the one buying for me lor...
Me: Har? Why? Its your birthday today?!
Shir: Heheh....ya....
And so i felt really guilty for forgetting shirleen's birthday (not that i rmb any of my frens' bday).

#3 [surprise]
while we were queuing to get a seat, I saw this guy (sideview) who looked super familiar. and he was sitting with this pretty lady. After thinking for sometime, I realized that it was woon chian!!! at that moment i literally went OMG OMG OMG!! xD

#4 [Surprise]
After eating at timbre, we headed to indochine for a drink. Then, yinhong started telling the rest that its shir's bday secretly. And so we sang her the birthday song and she blew out the candle on the table. Just then, the live "band" outside was going to start playing...so i went out to dian ge for shir. And they sang the bday song for her. after that, the lady sang another song for her. The rest other than Vernon, shir and me stayed outside to listen.

#5 [cheated]
After that, we went back in and mayer said that shir's bday is actually on 17 Jan!!!
Wah piang eh!! Really felt like killing them at that point of time. I felt so so so cheated!!!!

#6 [Happy Happy]
Well... everybody had a good laugh at my stupidness =.= (but i wld think of it as forgetfulness)
hmmmm...i guess I feel much more happy than cheated after that cos we had a really great time together. Afterall, how many times will this kinda things happen xD

To Shirleen:
I guess I'll never ever forget your birthday again. But just in case i do, let today's dedication be an early bday present for you! Happy Birthday!!! =)

astro boy

2010-01-03T10:26:00.002+08:00

A few days ago, I went to the mint museum of toys.
Saw many Astro boy stuff there and immediately I thought of Chunheng. Wanted to brag about what I saw to him... in the end, he was the one who told me everything about astro =.=

So I was the one being impressed instead of him xD
Well...here's astro's story by Sae:
At the end of ww2 japan was very devastated by the atomic bomb blast, and were very pretty much traumatised. Astro was created, showing another side to atomic science, and kinda captured the hearts of the japanese who needed hope when they were quite hopeless. That's why astro's japanese name is atom. It showed that science, especially atomic, can be used for good too. so it was quite huge at that time....and so it fuelled a huge generation of boys with dreams of building robots, thus explaining Japan's robot technology today. all of the scientists, all of them grew up being inspired by astroboy.

乌节路的美

2009-12-29T10:50:00.002+08:00

Back from Penang!
Did not go to work yesterday. Instead, I spent a whole day with Jiang Ying. We watched avatar in the morning. It was good. Love the 3D effect though it gave me quite a big headache. xD
After that, we went to bugis to get presents for her sis and cousins before heading to Orchard.

At Orchard, we met up with my mom and auntie Ellen and helped to wheel the patients along the yellow zone. For the first time ever, Orchard Road seemed to sparkle. Glad that I decided to help them. It made me see Orchard Road in a different light...it was beautiful.

Finally

2009-12-20T20:07:00.003+08:00

The A levels are over!! =)

Many things have happened recently...somehow I feel more strained and tired as compared to the exams. Everything seems to be happening so fast that I can't see the surroundings and truly enjoy all the fun.

So many things that I want to share but I really don't know what to start with. There are happy things and sad ones. Firstly, I finally got to take a picture with my eye candy during prom!! xD Oh and I've got a job at mediacorp. And that gave me the chance to see 范冰冰！=D

Well...we've been planning for a trip too. But lotsa things cropped up. I expected it...just that its still tiring. I just need this one last chance. Just this once...please

The process of wilting.

2009-10-04T22:46:00.002+08:00

This feels like a slow, torturous process.

Exams are sucking the life out of me!!

今天出去吃的时候妈妈叫我移位，因为她想和爸爸坐。
我说 “都坐在一起18年了，还想坐”
妈妈说 “不只18年。下半辈子都想坐在一起。”

心有余

2009-09-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

而力不足.

Prelims is finally over. I guess I just have to ignore whatever results I get and concentrate on my A levels now.

不管做什么都没成果.
即使如此还是要坚持因为这是对自己的承诺.

Nightmares

2009-09-22T08:34:00.004+08:00

Have been having nightmares for the past few nights. They were all quite different. I remember one was dreaming that I had a face full of pimples. Really freaked out. It seemed so real.

There's about another 7 weeks to A levels. As much as I'm not prepared, I can't wait for it to be over.

I will tell my parents after Prelims. I will I will.

我太自私

Aimless

2009-09-18T22:26:00.002+08:00

Doing nothing.
Reading nothing.
Thinking nothing.

I'm lost. Sometimes I just blank out. Sitting around doing nothing.

Oh man this is bad. I have to concentrate!!!! Do it!! A levels!!!

Hate and love

2009-09-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

Just logged on to MSN and saw one of my friend's PM. It says " We love because of feelings but hate because of the truth. That's why its always easier to hate and forget you love".
Its true.

As time goes by, feelings fade and the ugly truth surfaces. How am I to stop looking at the bad side? Its not my fault, neither is it yours. But we have no other choice, do we?

Sad. Sadder. Saddest

2009-09-05T08:45:00.002+08:00

Sad: Prelims are nearing and I'm in zero mood to study.

Sadder: Someone said that I was at most 52kg when I told him i think i grew fatter.

Saddest: Th effort that I've put in isn't appreciated at all.

Teachers' Day!

2009-09-01T18:47:00.003+08:00

Went to school for teachers' day celebrartions yesterday. Didn't want to go at first. Glad that my enthusiastic CT rep succeeded in making me go. At least I know Ms Wong better now. =) We played "truth and truth" with her. We didn't expect her to cooperate with us. In fact she participated actively in it and shocked us quite a bit. Here's what she said when we asked her why she din take literature in JC: "because I didn't do very well for lit. Got an A2 only" O.O

I want a samsung bodyguard too!!!

Big Bang!! =) 上瘾

2009-08-27T16:26:00.002+08:00

I've been listening to this every day for months. Just too addicted to stop.
Finally decided to put it up here. =)

Siblings

2009-08-25T17:27:00.002+08:00

For the past couple of weeks, my family has been staying in Ah Yi May's house.
Though noisy, it has been an enjoyable stay. Feels really good to have siblings.
I wonder....
will I start thinking too much again when we move back...

handwriting report

2009-08-17T20:40:00.003+08:00

This personality profile is based on the writing of Zoe Seah created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Zoe uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Zoe does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Zoe will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Zoe is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Zoe doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Zoe will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Zoe believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Zoe will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Zoe's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Zoe slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Zoe can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Zoe is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Zoe basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Something is incomplete in Zoe's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Zoe's sexual needs.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Zoe has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Zoe fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Zoe has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Zoe is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Zoe would like to leave the past behind and move on.

Love without boundaries

2009-08-10T20:57:00.005+08:00

Was studying at the airport today when I saw these 2 guys who were rather good-looking. Then they took out a camera to zi pai. I thought that was weird cos not many guys would zi pai with another guy....right?

So I continued to observe these 2 shanghainese guys (they looked shanghainese to me). They looked a little gay as they walked past. Then I saw one of them move his hand to hold the other's hand. And the other guy just held on.

Ben was kinda disgusted. But I thought that they looked really loving. This made me think of mommy and jiag ying's conversation last week on homosexuality. Would you accept it? I would. Perhaps my reason might come across too simple to many....It takes a lot of courage to love someone. Many of us might be in a relationship and yet not want others to know, afraid that they may not accept it. What about homosexuals then? It takes much more courage than that.

At that point of time, I really envied them. They seemed to be really happy together, so loving.

还蛮准的..

2009-08-09T13:40:00.001+08:00

你的性格多變，喜歡新奇而有變化的事物，不安於現狀，喜歡旅行，其實你是個十分認真的人，儘管往往表現出無所謂或裝瘋賣傻的行為。對於規範並不會完全遵守甚至會勇於提出質疑，不喜歡成為眾人目光之所在，但還是會願意對團體貢獻出自己最大的力量！你往往不必過度追求或注意，身旁就有很多的異性朋友，通常大夥兒就像哥兒們似的混的很熟，真正的愛情反而不易遇得，好奇性高的個性讓你往往能冷靜的做下判斷與思考，但是要注意呦！一但遇到心有所屬者，一定要定下心來認真經營，男孩子也是和女生一樣執著而在乎的呢！^^

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Stay over

2009-08-08T20:55:00.003+08:00

Last night was the first night staying at Ah yi may's house. Will be staying here for about 2 weeks as my house's toilets undergo renovation.

Went to Tampines lib to study with mingxuan today. Was a little inefficient (couldn't even complete one bio topic). After that, went to yong ning's house. Her tiramisu bday cake was good! =)

Was kinda sian at first as i knew practically no one there. But soon we started talking and i realised that they were nice people. =)

SMS

2009-08-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

“当一个男人为一个女人哭了，那说明他真的爱了.
当一个女人为一个男人哭了，那说明她真的放弃了."

今天收到了这么一则短讯.
里头有那么一句...
人生中有许多爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害.

我一直思考着...
才发现我伤害了很多爱我疼我的人.
I'm sorry

Pills

2009-07-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

I think i need a hormonal pill...those that helps to control mood swings.
This always happens. Its so irritating.
Have been feeling super down the past few days and now I feel like I'm floating.

The floating part is good ^^ but not the down parts. So maybe some mad scientist should invent pills that can keep the high-ness and keep the down-ness at bay.

Drained

2009-07-28T21:29:00.002+08:00

Met amelia the other day. The first thing she told me "哇！你憔悴很多”
Well...I know that. With all the eye bags and panda eyes. T_T

Seriously, Im getting more and more stressed and losing all my energy. I need to recharge.
Lots of problems recently. Today, my dad just told me not to go to taiwan at the end of the year. It isn't the first time he told me, but today he's really serious about it.
Here's what he said " Its your final year. You should concentrate on your studies instead of planning for the trip." That was all that was needed to make me feel horrible. Not exactly because of what he said, but because I know whaat he said was true and there was no way I could rebutt.

There was so much that I wanted to tell him then, at that moment. That I would concentrate on my studies, that it wouldn't affect my results at all, that I must go. So many sentences, but none seemed to be able to outweigh his one sentence.

我真的好想见你.
曾经想放弃，想忘记.
后来才学会有时不忘记会更轻松.

2009-07-26T23:07:00.002+08:00

Tired. Exhausted.
Got back a few of my papers. Good thing - my maths improved. First C ever in my jc life. Bad thing - there's no improvement for the rest. And im left with prelims only before the real thing!

I haven't been studying for the past few days. This is bad. I shouldn't get pulled down by other things.
Seriously....what am I waiting for? I thought I know. But then....maybe even I do not know myself that well.

反省思考

2009-07-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

最近心情真的很差.
常在想你为什么这样...
我想的我要的, 你为什么都不在乎...

冷静地想了一想
我好像也没努力地了解和体谅.
我已经决定付出100%了。
因为我不想以后才后悔自己没全力以赴

我对你的要求和对自己的要求都是一样的...
希望在这一个月里我们都能把握时间
好好地想一想...

我的家人真幼稚

2009-07-12T13:59:00.002+08:00

This morning, I was using reading newspapers in the studyroom, my mom was packing some stuff and my dad was changing the water of our water fountain when my dad suddenly said something using the Taiwanese accent. It sounded really strange so I told him that he sounded like a donkey. And his reply was "Ya. So your taiwan friend sounds like a donkey too" =.=

Then, since he was using the vacuum cleaner to clean the fountain, my mom asked him to vacuum the whole house too. That was supposedly my job. And so...to take revenge on me, he used the vacuum cleaner to suck my hair!!!! Likely I was sharp enough to realise the monster coming near my head and dodged in time so that my hair wasn't sucked up by it..

基因决定我爱你

2009-07-12T00:09:00.003+08:00

Today was a good and tiring day. In the morning, I woke up and watched the jap show that I taped yesterday. I was screaming for half an hour altogether. Just can't control myself xD I guess only one person knows exactly how I feel (hey! feel honoured that you're the one and only who understands my complex feelings ya. xD)

After that, I watched a movie online. Not bad...evoked some thoughts...
Left home in the afternoon to meet mommy before we went to fetch Yan Yan to do volunteer work. Feels good to do some things that help others.

Then, rushed to cityhall (raffles city shopping centre?) to change. Went there to change cos I really like the toilet there...clean and facilitates my making-up. (Ok...that was why I was 45 mins late...I'm so sorry. I mean it!) Proceeded to Clarke Quay to meet Grace and Ee vin after that. I saw Ee vin and I was like WOAH! He certainly has grown... Poor Ee vin waited the longest for both of us. Went to Billy Bombers to have our dinner and chatted quite a bit. Feels good to catch up with friends. =)

Ee vin left to go home to mug after dinner, while Grace and I decided to talk a peek in Helipad since it was raining and we couldn't get across the river. We came out after barely taking 10 steps into the place...if u wana know why...u can try going there :]

So we braved the heavy drizzle and crossed the bridge. We found a pace with nice ambience to take a seat. We ordered one "terra cotta" their signature cocktail. And when we finished it, we thought that it was good enough to ensure the quality of our second one. So we made a second order - Blue sunset. Both are rather good. Try it if u have the time and MONEY!
It was super embarassing when we realised that Grace had barely a dollar left and I had $30 left, and they did not accept NETS and we had to make a trip to the ATM. Fortunately, total was $31. We managed to foot the bill with whatever cash we had left...phew!

Felt happy today...because I got to chat with my friends and I got to drink good cocktails and most importantly...Grace and I have started our formal discussion on our year end trip! WooHoo!!

今天看了一部电影 --- 基因决定我爱你。
是基因吗？我想是吧。
如果能知道你的基因是什么就好了...
只想让你知道我真的很喜欢你。

Cute cute cute!!!

2009-07-06T09:39:00.002+08:00

Childhood friends...

2009-07-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hehe tads the term that Nicholas uses on us, his primary school friends.
Ok...I know I'm not supposed to blog about this, but I doubt Inn May would read this...so it doesn't matter. xD

I'm glad that the gathering today wasn't cancelled, though only 6 people turned up in the end. Went to tampines lib to study in the afternoon. Was really stressed out by chem and I thought I was late when I reached white sands at 5.20. But there'll alwyas be later people right?? Went to Lerk thai to eat... all thanks to wisely and nic. So the person who ate the least ended up paying most and the one who ate the most paid the least =.=

Poor wisely waited for so long but left the earliest cos he had to book in. That guy will never change will he...still so full of crap. Actually all of them were full of crap. But crappy people are fun people. xD Yan Ru and I were laughing more than talking (though we talked a lot too).

We sat the MRT after eating as we couldn't decide what the main activity of the day should be. And then when we alighted at cityhall, we decided to go to the esplanade. And so we went there. I finally got to see the bar on the rooftop. Looks good.

After that, we went to CHIJMES to get a drink. Settled at a bar and got a jug of heineken, which 4 of us shared. Played truth and truth. Was kinda fun. Got to know each other better. Was happy that yan ru came, cos she's the one that i haven't seen for a really really long time (ever since primary school). Saw a different side of her today. It was good to share secrets (though that means its no longer secrets)...feels good to get things off my chest.

Nic, dick and yan ru were red after the beer. Poor yan ru...duno what she's gonna tell her parents. xD

All in all....today was a great day! Learnt many things today. I realised that JC life is really idiotic. Its good to chill out at times. Learnt to relax...learnt to share and most importantly, learnt to let go. =)

狼狈

2009-07-03T08:24:00.002+08:00

原来你说的一点都没错, 我真的好笨. =(

Woke up at 5.30 as usual today. Looking forward to a short day at school and mugging.
I saw Moses when I alighted from the car. He asked me"You have chinese exam too?" And I said no. Didn't really think much about what he said....I thought it was just a casual remark. And so I continued with my daily routine; went to the toilet and studied at the scrabble board. Felt a little weird that there was no one else other than me. It was then that Nicolette walked past and came to join me. Then she asked the same question as Moses. and I told her no too. It was only after she told me then I know that J2s do not have to go to school today. =.=

So....I went to the General Office to confirm. Mr yeo told me that I could go back to study then. And then he asked if I stayed in the hostel....

Last day

2009-06-28T14:05:00.007+08:00

Today's the last day of june holidays... School holidays aren't really what they used to be anymore. For the first 3 weeks of june, I've been going to libraries and T2 macs to study.

Was quite efficient. During the third week, jiang ying came over to my house to stay and we started on our detox program to remove gallstones? or is it called bile stones? Anyway, the effect was quite good. I got rid of quite a lot of that. This time was definitely better than the other. Mainly because on the last day of the program, we only had to drink 2 cups of salt solution (its not sodium chloride -_-) and half a cup of olive-mix-flaxseed oil. The first time I did it, I had to drink a whole pot of tea (and I mean the big kind that u use to cook soup) and a cup full of yucky olive oil. As I had restrained myself from eating too much that day, I did not puke as much as the first time.

After that, we went to melacca on Sat and was back on Monday. This trip was a family trip. Family includes: my family + jiang ying, My 2 ah yis' family, my uncle's family and my grandparents. =) More than 15 in total. This trip was filled with ups and downs. The bad thing - too many people; we had to wait for people and try to compromise to everybody, hence missing out on a lot of fun places. The good thing - many people; no matter how restrained we were, great entertainment was always present. ^_^

On the first day, we were a little messed up because we had not planned properly beforehand where to wait for each other or where to eat. We rented 2 cars. An accident occured on the way. Poor Joel got scared really badly. But that led us to good food. xD while waiting for our daddies to settle everything, the children and the mommies went to find food nearby. We sat at this place (in Ayer Hitam) that sold yong tau foo. Super good + cheap cheap CHEAP!

Then, we moved on to melacca and reached the place we were going to stay at about 4+ in the afternoon. Its called casuarina park if im not wrong. Its a condominium. We rented 2 units from a singaporean Mr Lim. Each unit had 3 rooms. Mine was on the third floor while the other was on the second. Jiang ying and I were very lucky to get the best room. Its really good. very windy the whole day, because the condo was near the sea; and our bed and blankets were relatively clean. Sadly, the best thing was the only good thing. The 2 units had serious hygeine problems. The only time I took off my slippers (luckily I didn't weart shoes) was when I went to bed. Eat, shit or bathe, you wouldn't want to step on the ground barefooted. All the other rooms were too hot (some had aircon) and the beds were filled with bed bugs(those on the second floor).

Ok...I guess I'll leave out the bad things. So, here are the good ones! =D

Pretty girls! =)

and not so pretty boys xD

This view was captured from my room. See that shed there? There's goat inside. In the morning, the rooster would start "crowing" and the goat would sing in harmony.

It goes like this: cuckooo...meh----- cuckoo...meh---- cuckoo...meh =.=

This is the pool of the condo. The boys were really playful...marcus threw justin's slippers into the pool and I have to admit that his aiming is perfect! Right in the middle of the pool. Took all of us so much effort and time to get it back...

You'll not wana miss this chendol if you are in melacca. The auntie wakes up early in the morning and starts squeezing a whole pot full of coconut milk. *take off my hat* It takes me one hour to get a big bowl full. The green jelly is made from scratch too and has a strong pandan smell =)
The red beans are big and solid! All I can say is... fresh and fabulous!

Nicholas at work... prying open a coconut that we had plucked in the morning with a swiss knife.

Kueh kueh time!

This part is really infuriating! We were all starving to death that night. And we finally found a coffee shop after turning god knows how many rounds. To think that the ADULTS actually forgot about jiang ying and I when they got off the car. And left us inside while they all rushed to the coffee shop. We waited for a good 10mins to see if anyone realised that the 2 gorgeous girls were missing. I guess the blur genes is from this side of the family...
In the end, jiang ying and I had to climb out from the back of our MPV and get out.

A historical moment....Nicholas Ong actually ate his first piece of veg in 8 years!! Woohoo! way to go man!

Durians and my favourite MANGOSTEENS!! ^^

爱

2009-06-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

Holidays...the season of love.
Everywhere, everyone around me is in love.
Some are lucky to be with the one they love, while others can only long for it...
Whichever it is, it feels good. It feels good when peoples' heart are filled with love.
And me....I'm having a great time enjoying the positive energy that these people are giving out.

好想你。。。

爸爸 + 蟑螂

2009-06-05T10:01:00.002+08:00

This morning, I was awaken by noises and bright light. As I slowly gained conscious, I realised that it was my mom and dad. Judging from their positions, it was rather obvious that my dad was trying to catch some nasty creature that had gotten into my cupboard. It must have been a cockroach judging from my mom's expression. She said that it was the super big kind which could fly! Perhaps it was because I had not seen it or I was just too sleepy to bother, I went to their room to sleep while they continued catching. Poor daddy... got pulled out of bed by my mom at 5+ to catch a cockroach. In the end, it was not caught...most probably its larger body size meant that it had a bigger brain (if cockroaches had any).
我只能说。。。有两个怕蟑螂的女人在家，daddy 真的好可怜 xD
不知道别人的爸爸会不会像 daddy 一样，半夜起来抓蟑螂。但我很庆幸我有这样一个好爸爸。 ^_^

~Lalalalala~

2009-05-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

Muahahaha! Happy happy!
Ok... I think I'm the ultimate mood-swinger. I guess its gotta do with having a fulfilled life and making yourself worthy.
As the holidays get closer and closer, I find myself having more activities and fun. It feels good, though it might be tiring at times. I like this feeling, that everything is turning towards a better direction. =)

Frustrations

2009-05-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

I hate it! I hate feeling this way. It has started since this year. People around me seem to be drifting away. Everyone just gives me that fake smile and concern. It makes me wana cry. There's no one to talk to...no one who understands.

I feel bad. When I tell some people about what I'm feeling, and it goes in one ear and out of the other. I feel bad. When some people keeps calling me names. I feel bad. When things start changing for the worse.

T_T

A boring day...

2009-04-26T16:16:00.001+08:00

Its a super boring day today.
What's there more to say about a super boring day...

讨厌生病

2009-04-19T17:57:00.002+08:00

I hate my head for hurting like shit! Its so pain that my eyes hurt too..
I was aching all over when I woke up this morning. Feels like my nose is gonna bleed any moment. Perhaps its because of the heat factor, or maybe a combination of that and most of my classmates down with the flu virus, and my parents themself falling ill too. I think I should get an MC for tomorrow. Even if I get better, I have a whole pile of assignments sitting on my desk waiting for me. Despite the fact that I stayed home all day to complete them today, there was little completed. Mostly due to the rfact that my concentration was placed on moaning most of the time.

On a happier note, I've finally gone to Tampines 1! Woohoo! Went with Celine yesterday. She got a new pair of shoes while I got a top. Had intended to spend more, but time was really limited. We enjoyed a meal at the Japanese Gourmet Town. Love the mushroom curry rice. =D
There was another surprise yesterday. We bumped into Cedric and his look-alike friend. xD I think he changed his hair syle a bit. Furthermore, he seemed to have grown taller (Celine thinks its the other way) because I noticed that he had to bend down SLIGHTLY to talk to me. I don't think that ever happened before.
Cedric is still so.......so......I don't know. Maybe the best description is that he is still so CEDRIC! The first thing (or second) that he said was " Celine! you didn't wish me happy birthday last wednesday!" =.=

Oh well, what else can i say? Though its kinda mean, its funny too. xD
Gotta bathe now (my toilet's light is spoilt), before the sky turns dark. Then maybe I'll feel better. =)

你一定又是出去逛街了。。。我不等你了。
我头好痛哦。我要去休息了。

Study-lase!

2009-04-12T22:45:00.004+08:00

Oh no!! Have been playing the last few days. Its a little hard to get back to the study mode now. I need study-lase!! Ecer since thursday, I've not touched any work till today. Furthermore, all that I've managed to do today is half of my chem remedial worksheet.

There are just too many things to take down, so I'll just jot down the more "memorable" ones.
One day, my mom and dad had gone out and I was home watching some show on the computer. Then, my mom called to say that they were coming back to get something before heading somewhere else. She asked me to prepare the things and bring it down to pass to them. After hanging up the phone, I totally forgot about it until my mom called to say she was reaching. Because, I wasn't wearing my bra then and I hadn't prepared what she had asked me too, I got all panicky. Luckily, I was fast, and got everything ready quickly. Then I put on my bra and was getting ready to bring the things down. Just as I opened the door, I realised that I had worn my bra inside-out (like superman) =.= Fortunately, I haven't left home yet.

Yesterday, we went for buffet at Holiday Inn Parkview. I was getting a spoon for my dessert when I saw Joel making a cup of tea. I found it strange as Joel doesn't drink tea. So, I went over and bumped him lightly. I looked over to see what exactly he was making and he turned to look at me. And I realised that it was not Joel. So, I took my spoon quickly and left. As I turned around, the boy commented "why are you staring at me?!"

今天早上去开信箱收到你的礼物了！哈哈！
被我骗了吧。。。可是你如果真的买了多一份礼物，还是可以寄给我的！！xD

Never take things for granted.

2009-04-08T19:47:00.004+08:00

Learnt my lesson today. I guess I learnt best from embarassment (though I often commit the same things again). Was waiting at the bus stop after school today, for 197. Waited rather long before it came. There were 2 other buses in front of it. Hence, I had to wait for the 2 buses to leave before I could board mine. I got off my seat to wait for 197 to come. After the 2 buses left, 197 moved forward, and went past me!!! I was left stunned for a few seconds, before I realised that no one flagged for the bus (because I was the only one there who wanted to take 197). Luckily I was only stunned for a few seconds. To save myself from any embarassment, I reacted quickly by walking towards the board and pretend as if I was searching for the bus to take to my destination. In the end, I had to wait for another 15mins for 197. =.=

Ok. Enough about that. I just found this picture in my folder. Wanted to put it up a long time ago, but couldn't find the time and the mood to. Went to Nihon Maru at Kallang Leisure Park (can't really remember if that's the name) with mommy, daddy and hui li. The sushi was really cheap. Its only S$1 per plate for all kinds of sushi. Excluding the additional potato salad, tofu, barbequed mushrooms and others which I can't remember, we had 26 plates.
13/26 of this was mine. xD

Received early present for my birthday. Happy happy!!
Parker pen and a set of necklace and earrings. =)

Boring April's fool

2009-04-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

This year's april's fool is BORING!
Other than successfully tricking Grace, there were no other fun happenings around.
Furthermore, April's fool day is supposed to be a HAPPY day! Was in a super bad mood today.
Some very unpleasant things happened during Chem today. Ms Wong is very scary...she's highly reactive. Dangerous.

Realised that I got lots of things undone too. Suffocating...

Yeah! its raining!!

2009-03-29T17:27:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! Its finally raining! ^^ Its been so hot these few days.
(Actually I'm quite hungry now...feel like eating hor fun. xD)

Went to the airport at 8am this morning to fetch my grandparents who just returned from their tour to Shanghai. Seems like they really enjoyed the trip. I can't belive my grandpa actually climbed Huang Shan!!! I think I wasn't observant enough to notice that the sun has started rising from the west. xD

After listening to them tell us all about their trip and looking at their photos, I have this sudden urge to go there too! After fetching them, we made our way down to their house, where I spent a few hours playing mahjong with my cousins.

Shortly after getting home, Master Ong (fengshui master) came down to our house. there were some small changes to be made and so my dad, impatient as he always is, left home to find the "materials" needed as soon as Master Ong left. They're still outside now. Supposed to pack my stuff (Worksheets are forming huge mountains on my table), but ended up sleeping a while and watching 2 episodes of the Hong Kong drama that they rented. It is just too addictive. =)

Ok....so, I've got to concentrate clearing my stuff now... still got tonnes of work waiting for me to do. I'll wait for grace to come online too (promised her to shop online with her, since her bag tore after getting clamped by the MRT door) xD

From bad to worse

2009-03-22T11:02:00.002+08:00

This is bad. My mood swings are getting worse. Didn't feel very good when i woke up this morning. Been dreaming these few days. Dreamt of you last night, just to wake up and realise that it's all just a dream... It doesn't feel good at all.

Then I think my dad is having mood swings too... -_-
So he scolded me for nothing and i rebutted some senseless stuff too. xD Its quite funny to think of it now. And before we know it, both of us were fighting. Yes...fighting! I was poking at my dad while he was using some super shield to fend my attacks. xD

Ok....I think it's because I'm feeling sleepy that's why I'm grouchy. Should go and sleep now...

Little India!

2009-03-21T18:21:00.004+08:00

I've finally finished my detox session. Started eating a little yesterday.
So super happy when I got to eat RICE today! yeah yeah yeah! ^^

Sent my grandparents off to china this morning.
After that, mummy, daddy and I headed to Ang Mo Kio to fetch hui li before going to Little India to meet 丁嘉 and her friend. =)

The indian food was the best!!! =D I think I ate the most... xD

After that, we went to the merlion park. =)

Holidays at home...

2009-03-19T17:29:00.003+08:00

What else can I say now other than "I WANT TO EAT RICE!!"
T_T This is really the ultimate test of perserverance. Quite happy though. I think I lost some weight these few days. xD Hopefully it isn't just an illusion.

Luckily, most of my attention have been diverted to my cross-stitch for the last few days...

加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FEAR

2009-03-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Losing Someone
Being Alone
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Death
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear">What is your True Fear? http://www.gotoquiz.com/">Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

好难受。

2009-03-16T13:10:00.002+08:00

Today's the first day of my 1 week-detox. I'm already starting to feel weak and feeble. I feel like vomiting too. I guess that's the main reason why people don't eat when they are having their detox session. Even if you could eat, you most probably wouldn't want to... it'll just make you feel like puking more.

Fell down in the toilet just now. I think my legs are just too wobbly. Now, I'm aching all over. =(

Things weren't very good last night as well. What should I do? I'm really afraid that I won't be able to pass my exam. Then, it would be even more difficult for my mum and dad to accept it. How am I supposed to tell them?

我又梦见你了。

CTCTCTCTCTCTCTCTCT

2009-03-07T08:44:00.004+08:00

Oops! Isn't it supposed to be GC and AT instead of CT?? CT is obviously a mutation. It mutates my life!!

Been really stressed out these few days. But it fills more fulfilling than last year. I feel more productive this year. =) But the stress is really getting on my nerves.
Luckily, I have a million and one ways to keep myself happy!

Yesterday after maths lecture, celine decided to go to the canteen to grab something light before heading to V30 for our maths tutorial. I'm so happy that she decided to go to the bookshop to get an energy bar instead. Because, I found this notebook in the bookshop! My mood was immediately lifted when I set my eyes on it. Now, it has become MY bio notebook!
Happy Happy!

We went to T2 macs to study after school yesterday. Finally, I got to try the cadburry mcflurry. It was superb! I love the nuts and choc fudge. Another energy and mood booster for the day. ^^

Now, looking at the pics of mao mao, I feel I can really chiong on for the rest of the day! 加油加油！

毛毛！

2009-02-22T20:48:00.005+08:00

Mao mao is the name of sae's new hamster. He collected it from his friend this afternoon. It is sooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!! The reason why we called it mao mao is because it is really furry. Its current house is quite small though. So chun heng's planning on getting it a bigger one. And I am going to get all the stuff that mao mao needs with him next Sat!! WOOHOO!!! So excited! xD

Went to Tampines with mommy, daddy and Ah yi may on sat to collect my specs. After that, we headed to Millenia walk as daddy had seen the advertisement by Harvey Norman claiming that it is selling its goods reli cheap. We were walking around when we came by this reli interesting shop. Its walls were filled with columns of boxes that looked like shoe boxes. But they were actually filled with chocolate. And the chocolate were really yummy. It was pricey though.

Headed to AMK central to meet chun heng they all. Ate a little bit of porridge. It was superb!! So long never eat those kinda porridge liao. ^^

This tigger is a gift from Chun Heng's friend, for chun heng. So cute too! Its wearing my new specs... Maybe tads why its cute xD joking joking

OMG!!!

2009-02-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

So embarrassing!!!
I was in the room with huili just now, changing my bra when Chun Heng suddenly opened the door! Luckily our reflexes were fast and we screamed the second he opened the door. Luckily he din see anything ar.. xD
And I think we scared him when we screamed.... xD sorry..
This teaches you a lesson to knock on the door before entering...

Lighthink!!!

2009-02-19T22:33:00.004+08:00

Oh my! So touched when I saw this poster. Thank you so much kang an! I love it! and im sure the rest would fall in love with it too! ^^

Anyways, to all people out there! Come and join lighthink as we are revamping to bring u greater and more fun activities!!

情人节

2009-02-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

Is this a curse? 14 Feb 2008 - Grace and I made a pact after spending our valentine's together that we'll double the number (from 2 to 4), and have a double date on 14 Feb 2009.
So what did I do this valentine's?? Well...not only did we not get a date each, we din even get to spend it with each other. -.-

But I'm still glad that I received more presents this year. At least the guys have learnt from last year that they ought to show some love to their fellow classmates and schoolmates. xD
My favourite one has gotta be this.. I was laughing when I got it - PINK pillow in a PINK wrapping paper with a PINK card...
Anyway, thank you so much!

希望你会耐心地读，也会慢慢去理解。

Wasted 3 days...

2009-02-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

I just wasted 3 days doing nitty gritty things and now I've got a whole stack of work and notes awaiting me. =( This is bad. I've gotta change! I've gotta change!
Why do I always wait till the last min?! Other than all those work, I just realised its week 6 liao and our CT 1 is in week 10! and i have yet to get anything for vday.... This is bad! This is bad!

I guess I'll have to abstain from the computer and bury myself in my notes. I've gotta prove to my mom that I can do it!

谢谢你不断地付出。我真的很希望自己有多一点时间，能付出多一点。
最近会很忙很忙。我们都要加油！！ =)

3 days off

2009-02-07T09:03:00.003+08:00

^^ Yep yep! I have 3 days off this week as I wentr for a day surgery to extract my "stubborn" tooth. xD

Actually everything was alright... the op was super fast. Much much faster than I thought. After the op, I was sitting somewhere, resting. Then one of the nurse came over to check on me. And as she said that I could leave, I felt giddy and beofre I knew it, I blacked out. The thing that woke me up....all the noise and panick from the nurses who were surrounding me. I was much more calm than them... xD In the end, I was the one to assure them that I was ok.... Guess I did give them a reli bad scare. But still.....many thanks to them. Lucky to have them around. Feels like some princess when I get all the attention from the fainting. If it were at home my mom would probably say 'go and rest on the bed and put a pillow under ur legs hor'. -_-"

So while studying and slacking these few days, I've decided to set up a blog shop. =) Find it urself if u want to....im not gonna give u the webbie xD

TADA!!! My stubborn tooth! ^^

My diet for the past 2 days other than anti-biotics....

Where's the rainbow?

2009-02-01T21:12:00.003+08:00

Is this a never-ending storm?It started from a drizzle, but there seems to be more and more upsetting thigs happening. One after another, it gets more and more serious. First, the bad things happened on myself, next to people i love.

Things haven't being good ever since new year. Oh and here's the first publication to the world: I'M OUTTA CO! yaya...I've quit. Its a relief and its a little sour too. I'll miss people, I'll miss the triumphant feel of being on stage.

To my dearest cousin: I guess what u need now is lots of time to think by yourself. So I won't say much...except JIAYOU!!!

I'm waiting...for the day this storm would end and the beautiful rainbow to rise...

Days after school reopen

2009-01-28T22:48:00.004+08:00

I feel good! To my surprise, I've been looking forward to school much more than I thought I would. Somehow, I feel more empowered this year. Its just this amazing "I feel in control of my life" feeling. ^^

Things have been going quite well. Glad to know that I can actually what the teachers are talking about during lectures and tutorials. However, some hard decisions have to be made... I guess i should really learn to be more decisive this year and understand that things have to be sacrificed in order to gain others.

Anyways, here are some photos taken since my last post.

Haha.... bet u can't guess which is me. (if u guess both then u're wrong. But one of them is me) xD

T_T that's it that's it....

2009-01-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

haiz... this is it. The end of my holidays, the end of all enjoyment, the end of my HONEYMOON YEAR!!!!!! T_T

Seriously, reflecting on the whole of 2008, it wasn't that great after all. Other than orientation and PAE. The rest of the year ever since JAE didn't seem to be that nice. Hopefully this year would be much better and more fulfiling.

Jiayou! Jiayou! Jiayou!

死亡。

2008-12-26T16:48:00.002+08:00

昨天接到二姑姑的电话。
她说奶奶几乎没反应了。。。
我们一家人马上从家里赶到奶奶家。幸亏她没怎样，只是喉咙痛，说不出话。
但是谁都看得出奶奶的情况正急速恶化。三天前她明明还能笑出声来，为什么昨天却只能用无助的眼神看着我呢？
她脆弱的身体分分秒秒都在跟病魔奋斗着，连呼吸都变得好辛苦。。。
这使我想起在医院当义工时看见的老人。

我时常想着死亡到底是什么。今天我终于在奶奶的眼神中领悟到了。不想离我们而去的她是多么努力的。。。
看着她我真的好想哭。

=) =D ^^

2008-12-25T00:39:00.002+08:00

A song as a gift?
Best gift I've ever received.
Thank you!! ^^

多想要记住这一分钟
回应我幸福的要求
我或许没有别的梦
唯一的是我爱你你也爱我

我担心一杯红酒
把我的真心透露
或许你早就该懂
冰淇淋在喉咙
能多冷静几秒钟
气氛再浪漫都不够
烛光晚餐像一场美梦
想这样望着你到永久
一束玫瑰交到你的手中
这一天这一刻这一切
你属于

我多想要留住这一秒钟
你每天晚餐都陪我
美味比不过你温柔
从此以后我爱你你爱我

我不是个浪漫的家伙
却甘心为你这样做
想要什么都跟我说
从此以后我爱你你爱我
我是不是有一点别扭
从不曾这样说出口
太多的愿望在心中
重要的是我爱你你也爱着我

Thoughts

2008-12-24T11:57:00.002+08:00

First of all... GREAT NEWS!!!
His cousin would be coming to Singapore for attachment for about one year! Which means that it'll be easier for him to come over! Woohoo! ^^

The rest are bad news...
Have been to ah ma's house these few days. Looking at her makes me feel so helpless. Its like her life is being sucked away slowly, by the minute. But all I want to do is to sit beside her and look at her, to give her the strength and hope that she needs. This is all I can do for her now...

Lastly, my mom is just getting more and more irritating. Sometimes Ijust feel there's no way for anyone to get her to understand. Why does she always think that the way she looks at things is the only correct way? Can't she just spare a thought for others? =(

小酒窝

2008-12-20T13:19:00.001+08:00

我还在寻找
一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛
是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

勇气

2008-12-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

Is this what it feels like? Insecure and unrealistic?
But why do I not want to wake up from this dream ever?
For as long as possible, I want this to continue...

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去

我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

Back in singapore.

2008-12-13T21:28:00.026+08:00

To my buddy 立萱 , all my dearest taiwanese buddies and Singaporean friends....

谢谢你们。
往后的日子我们也许再也不会有机会碰面了
或许连聊天的机会也不会有了。。。
但这十八天的回忆,
我永远都不会忘记.....

Photo updates!

2008-11-29T08:36:00.005+08:00

yep yep! its the dun-no-how-many days in taiwan now. Had a reli great, marvelous, fabulous (and the list goes on) time here.so its time for some foto update!

leaving singapore - 77 students and 6 teachers

My first meal in taipei. Super cheap. The bowl of bee hoon soup costs S$1.50 only! xD

First day tour.

This is the place of filming of "gong zhu xiao mei"

Second day. qing jing nong chang
lotsa meh meh and beautiful scenery.

jiu zu wen hua cun! The cultural shows and rides were great!

Shilin night market with hua jiang peeps. =)

921 earthquake museum ----> the destructed toilet.

Glass factory...... think daddy would love to visit this place.

My very own hand-made paper! one-and-only!

That's all for now. Gonna eave home soon. Going to danshui in the afternoon! ^^

Taiwan!

2008-11-22T08:31:00.001+08:00

Yipee yipee yeah!
Finally.... its 22 nov. Leaving singapore in 4 hrs. =)

Excited...happy...

GREAT day! ^_^

2008-11-08T22:50:00.003+08:00

Today was the best day ever. Nice, relaxing and SHIOK! Nothing really special actually. Just felt tad way =)

Dazu from 9-12 this morning. Practice has never felt this good before. Felt quite good about it for the first time. =D

Got home at about 2 and was starving by then. So, I cooked mee sua to eat. When I got back to my com after gobbling down everything, Xiao Chun had left a msg. She was bored and suggested STUDYING at cartel in tampines. I thought it was crazy and really stupid. I guess I was crazier and stupider to agree to that.

HOWEVER.... i am super glad that I was that crazy and stupid. Had a great time studying and doing some of my GP hol hw. My drink was good! and so was XC's. Just that hers was concentrated and therefore super sweet and bitter. Poor XC.... she had to take about 4 slices of bread just to finish such a tiny cup of espresso (anw the bread was free-flow so it didn't really matter) xD

While we were chatting, I made a randome remark on wanting to watch High Sch Musical. XC said she wanted to. I got out of my seat immediately and almost within 5 mins, I had gotten 2 tix for the 7.10 show at CS. Down to 2 hrs of studying and chatting. Settled my dinner there with 4 slices of bread and delicious butter. ^^

Was walking in CS when I bumped into Cedric. Cedric is till sooooo...cedric! xD
Cedric: Hey zoe!
Me: Wooo! hi cedric!
Me: Din see you... ^_^
Cedric: erm... but i saw u.
Me: O.o -----> -_-"
(Get wad i mean? xD)

XC and I continued walking to the cinema and I was telling her that maybe cedric would catch the same show as us. And he did! (jinx jinx jinx!) He was sitting 2 rows in front of us and I only realized it only 1/2 hr ago when i logged on to msn... xp

The show was great!!! Wonderful! Bravo! Who said it sulked?!

Gotta go.... 4 slices of bread for dinner isn't quit enough for me. I better sleep before i succumdb to my temptations...

Overweight + Overate + overspent = ME!

2008-11-06T11:39:00.002+08:00

OH GOD!!! I've been over-eating these few days. It started since we didn't have to go to school for lessons anymore, especially after PW! (woots!) Its bad. Put on about 2 kg.... I can't imagine what I'll be like after returning from taiwan. An increase of 5kg is guaranteed.. T_T 3 meals a day has evolved to 1 meal a day. And that's because I never stop eating for the whole day. It feels quite bad actually. Always have this feeling that i'm gonna puke. Its horrible!

Another bad thing - over spending. I can't believe it myself, though it happens every month. I would finish spending my monthly allowance before the first week is even over. I'm down to $18 for the rest of november... So glad that half of my time would be spent in Taiwan! =) This way, I wouldn't be deprived of spending! But there are still a lotta things that I gotta buy before going there....

On the brighter side, PW is finally over! CHEERS to my dearest dearest dearest PW group! So touched to see the dedications that Boon has made to each of us on his blog. Here's one to u too!
Filbert: Thanks for being in our group. I guess we would be dead without u. Thanks for doing the transcripts, being the PR, always hurrying us to work on our project, for doing the powerpoint and for sacrificing your time to make life easier for us. Like I've always said...our group is the best!
Love all of u soooo much! =)

Grandma's 83rd bday.

2008-10-27T16:19:00.003+08:00

Thursday is ah ma's bday!! We had a celebration at her house on saturday. It'll most probably be the last one... She's really down to bones and skin only. At times, when i look into her eyes, I feel the loneliness. It makes my heart ache. It makes me wana stay by her side longer.

Had a great time tad day though. My generation, we've never been close. Things seem to have improved on sat. We talked more and even went down to J8 together! Hope things would get even better. =) Sadly, we only managed to play basketball and drive car. Then my dad called to say that he was coming to fetch me and send jia jin home too. Poor benedict...he had changed a bag full of coins just as the both of us were aboutta leave. Guess that bag must have worth at least $20. heehee. xD

Finally gotta see granpa's photo. He passed away when my dad was 5. Must have been really tough for my grandma to raise 8 kids single-handedly.
And... I think i know why my dad's head is so big now...heez. My 3rd uncle is a photocopy of his dad....

The second generation

The third generation

The fourth generation.

轻。

2008-10-11T11:55:00.002+08:00

那天朋友说了一句，
让我想起了你。
那么辛苦地不去想，
回忆还是那么轻易地被勾起。

想着想着
突然有种预感
告诉我你就在附近。

跟着直觉走，
我真的碰见了你。
心跳加速了。

对着你的眼神，
我从天堂掉到最深的谷底。

站在你面前
只有几公分的距离，
却觉得自己是透明的。

跟随你那强烈的眼神，
发现它降落到她身上。

太过分了，
我真的受不了了。
虽然渴望着永远和你保持这样的距离，
我却头也不会地走了。

不想看到你们亲密的交流
害怕积累在眼眶的泪
会飙出。

那时候
我彻底地理解了。
那时候
我觉悟了。
那时候
我放下了。

Sentosa!

2008-10-06T14:45:00.002+08:00

Yipee! went to sentosa with guys and gals from 35 on children's day. Quite sad that i went there quite late as I was doing pw earlier that day. T_T should have gone earlier or perhaps on a weekday, then it wouldn't have been so crowded. Whatever it is, still had fun! =)

Another good news on top of that! I'm going for the Taiwan Immersion Programme (TIP). Though I'm just substituting another gal from Hwa Chong who isn't able to make it for the 2nd phase of the program, Im still reli happy! WOOTS! holiday!! And guess wad.... we'll be wearing on their uniform there, their winter uniform! Muahahaha! So excited! TIP people from VJ are nice nice nice! ^^ Glad to be able to go there with all of them!

Got back my chem, bio and mths promos paper today. Gotta sit for R paper for bio and chem. But I might not needa sit for R paper for mths. Kinda sad and depressed at first.However, I'm still glad that I won't have to retain (though this can only be confirmed after getting back the rest of the papers). Happy that I made some improvements too. Though they weren't great improvements.... I'll put in more effort the next time round! GAMBATTE!!! =D

GP sucks!

2008-09-19T08:46:00.002+08:00

Had my first promos paper yesterday - GP!! Was a killer paper (to me at least)... It was hell of a mess, both compo and compre. I don't wana retain! Really don't want to! T_T

Cpuldn't find anyone to study with me. So went down to T2 macs to study by myself. Super inefficient. I just can't study alone! Luckily Celine's gonna mug with me today.... Hope it'll be much productive... no time liao.

COCKROACH!!

2008-09-16T23:52:00.004+08:00

Had bio spa today. Kinda sad that I didn't get to finish my skill C. T_T But since its over, I shan't think about it anymore (anyway its just 2.5% of the total marks) and concentrate for tomorrow's chem spa instead. Another mugging expedition to T2 macs with Celine. Reached there rather early, at about 11am. Sat there and mug mug mug till 9pm. (Saw a few people from *JC... Seems like there'll always be things around to always remind me of the very thing I'm trying so hard to forget) Jonathan joined us at about 4. The first half of the mugging session wasn't really productive, and it was only quite late that I made good use of what little time I had left. But still glad that I've achieved something today. Hope tomorrow would be a better day. No time left liao....

Decided to leave for home earlier so that I could rest earlier (which judging from the time now, wasn't as planned). Waited for the 53 for quite some time. Took the front seat, the one right in front, as the rest of the seats were filled. Everything was fine at first and I was kinda enjoying the ride, when I saw a COCKROACH! And i'm quite sure that it was a mutant, judging from its humongous size. (Its cells must have undergone uncontolled mitosis) It was crawling around the machine, the ezlink card-tapping machine, trying to find a way to get down. As I stared at it, I was praying hard that it would be stupid enough to keep on crawling around that dumb machine. Guess I was the stupid one to have forgotten that it was a mutant! Therefore, it was much clever than expected. It started making its way down to the ground. And thanks to my quick reflexes, I got out of my seat and moved further to the back door. I guess I was the only one who saw it as the lady sitting beside me was still oblivious to the cockroach that had crawled up to her! Couldn't wait for the bus to get outta the highway and I immediately hopped off at the first stop. Ended up waiting for another bus home... Just hope that SBS would do something about the cleanliness of their buses. Really don't wish to hop off the bus like that next time... worse still when the bus is on the highway and the next bus stop would be at least 10mins away....

Back-tracking to monday. Had intended to pon school since it was the last day before our study break. But din do that in the end. Wrong choice that I made. Failed to realise that even if I don't pon, others would. And others here means the majority. The first lecture of the day was ok. Then, came bio lecture, where the LT was merely less than a quater filled. It just accentuated the coldness of LT5 even more. At least 35 had some integrity. Our class was most probably the class with the most attendance for bio tad day, though there was only slightly more than 10 of us. Maths lecture after that was worse. Haiz.... Our class could not even fill half of a row of seats. It was really stupid of me to attend the lecture, cos all Mr Kho had done was to go through probability, which was not even tested for promos. And worse of all, he went through the misc examples! =.=" Total waste of time that day. Tried studying at Singpost with celine after that.

Pathetic turn-out for bio lecture =( Glad I had went though, cos we gotta view some reli cool vids on mitosis and cancer. ^^

Sometimes I just wish that I had selective memory loss, so that I can forget facts that hurt.
나마음의아파서.

Mugging @ T2 macs

2008-09-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

Have been mugging at T2 macs these 2 days. It has somewhat become my new home, considering I spend close to 10 hours there each time.

Sat, I reached the airport at 10+ am. Good to be there early, cos u can get to choose the better seats. Got one better one, which allowed more space and less distractions. Started mugging. Bad to mug alone, lack motivation. Thought CK was gonna pangseh me or worst of all, forget he was supposed to come! So, alotta things couldn't get in. Then, he came at ard 1.40 cos he woke up at 1240!! k lar....at least he still kept to his promise. So, mugging from that time onwards was more effective.

Today, reached macs about 1pm. started mugging alone, again. XC reached at about 3.30. Started talking a lot when she reached. So...some time wasted. Near 5, jonathan joined us. He's really super blind! To think he didn't see us when we were sitting right behind him. -_-" Talked a lot again. Haiz. wasted a lot of time today. Left macs at ard 9.45. Chiong e assesment when i reached home. Seriously, its just pure memory work. Just 3 attempts, and I completed it in 6 mins on the last attempt and still scored 19/20.

Feeling so exhausted. I need rest, but the desire to mug is even greater. Don't feel like going to school. Will just waste more time.... I dun wana drop any H2 subj to H1 next yr. All the more, I don't wana be retained.... T_T

只需要你的一句“加油”。你怎么那么迟钝啊！真的觉得自己好傻。。。

Kids Are Quick

2008-09-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

Dedicated to all who are seriously mugging for promos and need a break, anyone idling and can't find anything to do, and to anybody else =D ENJOY!

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..MARIA: Here it is.TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.

TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.

TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it

TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.

TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!

TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.

TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right..... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'

TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.

TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.

TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.

TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher

2008-09-06T08:02:00.002+08:00

Was checking my mail box this morning when I came upon this mail sent by my mom. Thank you mommy! =)

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: 'I am blind, please help.' There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?'

The man said, 'I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.' What he had written was: 'Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it.' Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing? Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?
Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling...And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!

妈妈

2008-09-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

Went to ah yi may's house to give joel tuition today. This whole time, tuitioning joel, I've learnt of the pains of being a teacher. This reminds me of those days in Coral and Cedar, and even now, when we pissed our teachers off all the time, but they'll still be there for us always.

After that, I went opposite to west mall for lunch, then to white sands. Had wanted to mug in the lib - cafe galilee, but sadly it was full. So, back to the good 'ol mugging spot *drum rolls* MACDONALDS! haha. Mugged there for close to 9 hrs, alone. Witnessed alotta scenes, 2 of which were more memorable...

Scene 1: An old lady brought a bunch of kids into macs. Presumely a grandmother and her grandchildren (which was later proven correct). Had taken a few glance at them when they were in macs. The impression that it created upon me was when the whole bunch of them were leaving. the children all went seperate ways with their mothers home. When they said :bye bye wai po", the look in the grandma's eyes were identical to that of my own grandmother's. Just realised how lonely that figure suddenly appeared. It then dawned upon me that I haven't been visiting ah ma for ages, and every time she calls, my response is always so superficial. The sudden urge, to call her, just to listen to her voice, clearly.

scene 2: A lady and her boyfriend were sitting next to me. She was browsing through his phonebook.
"Who's jane? and mia? and annonymous? and (the list goes on)"
"why do u have so many girl-friends? I'm gonna delete all those numbers."
"nono. That's my classmate's no. and that's my good friend's" (could hear a little giggling in his tone)
"Why do u have so many good girl-friends? U only need one...."
And the guy started laughing. The girl's action was funny, cute and pure (to me).
Lesson learnt? Treasure. =)

"Mommy", most probably the word that I've said the most number of times in my life. Many links to it too. At times, it links to anger, sadness, frustration, helplessness and despair. At others, security, assurance, grattitude and hope. The occurance of each are almost equal. Today, she called me 3 - 4 times. Each time she'll say "why u take so long to pick the phone? where are u?".
Each time, she'll add a "just who are you with?", "How can u be alone when u left your things there and came out to collect the things from me?" or "so are u alone? or who are u with now?".
NO ONE! NO ONE! NO ONE! just how many times do i have to repeat that?
When I got back home, I simply asked my dad if i had put on weight since the holidays cos i havent been moving round much and my input is just wow! A simple no from him. And from my mom...."Why do u ask that? Someone said that right? Who isit?"
After washing my hands with this really nice-smelling soap, I walked to the living room, where I stood beside her and took a quick glance at the tv.... "What's that smell? You sprayed perfume ar? Why leh?"

Haiz.....STOP IT! U've asked me numerous times for the whole year. NO. That's my ans.
Why? I just don't understand why you have to use your mouth, ears and prejudiced judgement to understand me?! 你就不能试着不闻不问，不听不想，完全地用心来理解我吗？17 years. I don't believe you don't even understand me. I really don't know wadda do. The feeling of wanting to cry but can't is really torturous!

有的话，我一定会跟你们讲的。必竟，我只希望你们能相信我的选择。我最希望的是受到你们的祝福。

Rainy muggy day

2008-09-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

Rain rain rain....raining the whole day today. Just made studying conditions worse, esp since I was in the national library. Ming tjong and I were late today and so all the tables and chairs were occupied by whom he termed "muggerdogs". As if we're not.....

Anws, met a few ex-cedarians. In the end, we got a space, and we sat with ying ying and ming tjong's friend. We left at around 1915hrs. And it was only when we got out that we realised it was pouring heavily. Was kinda late, and the rain persisted even after we waited for some time. Hence, we made up our mind to dash across once the traffic light turned green. Had quite a bit of fun doing that. Reminds me of the good 'ol days when I used to go downstairs to play in the rain with my neighbour. It was really fun!

Was glad that Ming tjong studied with me...got to ask alotta mths qns which i did not know how to solve and which he enlightened me. ^_^ Still can't believe that he's from Cheung Cheng...got the Cat high look somehow xD
Glad that I found someone to study with me on Sat. Hope I wun get ps-ed again.... So im left with sat. Hmmmm.... maybe I would go down to school and join Deborah and jonathan. Kinda efficient working with them.
Shall keep tomorrow to myself. Will go down to white sands o study. Or maybe I could ask Cephia =)

Mugging break!

2008-09-03T07:49:00.004+08:00

Yep Yep. Its the long awaited 1 week mugging break! Woots.
"Its funny to think how we crave for a break to study." - Sandra.
That is so trueeee.... Life in JC is just pervertic. But I'm enjoying it. Haha.
Sometimes keeping your mind occupied is really a good way to stop yourself from thinking too much about things that make you sad. Went to the airport to study with XC and Joyce on sunday. Joyce evoked memories from the past.
(just plugged cotton wool into my ears...my mom just cant seem to stop nagging)
I see my old self in her. I miss those days where nothing seemed to really matter; where I was like a crazy bunny, hopping around everyday. I will be like that again, i will.

Studied in school yesterday with Jonathan and Deborah in T12.
Was efficient yesterday. Indeed, studying in school is much more productive. Maybe I should go back more often. But as for now, should find someone to study with me on friday and saturday...
Hopefully today would be a productive day too. Just hope that I won't freeze in the library today. xD

Couldn't reach the goddess stage... but being a mortal is good too ^^

Random photos taken by some random people. xD

Teachers' day!

2008-08-30T12:27:00.002+08:00

The long awaited day =) Celebrations in VJ in the morning. Memories of cedar started flooding back as watched the videos.. thought of Mrs Ng too. Its been one year since she left, many things have happened. Wonder how her son and family are doing....At that moment, I just felt like crying. Had the sudden urge to find Mrs Woo...

Went back to coral after that with Audrey and Joel (quite touched that joel would go back with us rather than to folow his friends out ^^) Though in the end, only Wisely, Nicholas, dick and Zul went back with the 3 of us, I was still happy. Lao shi became younger! Livelier! =D Maybe cos she dyed her hair. xD And we got a shock when we saw nicholas and dick. They changed so much! It took Audrey 1 hour to recover from the shock. xD Was kinda sian that we got chased outta school at around 1400. So, we took a long stroll through the park to E-hub. There, we met Amanda for a short while.

Then, we rushed for a 1515 movie - 4bia!! Should have taken photo of all their reactions. Joel was sinking into his seat, wisely actually put on his headphone and blasted music through it, nicholas was throwing out swear words, dick was covering his eyes and ears (like me ^^) and audrey was laughing like crazy. One word to describe the post-movie feeling.... SHUANG! lolz. Scary but shiok. After that, all our legs were soft like jelly.

Tired, sian....

2008-08-25T15:21:00.002+08:00

In school now. Doing pw with sashimi, queen and boon. So sian.....
Feel like sleeping.

Looking at my p5 class foto. xD =) =D ^_^
Looking forward to friday! Its been such a long time since we all met. Furthermore, ah yi mabel would be performing for the teacher's day concert. haha. I'll go down to support her.

Here's a list of who'll be going. If any of u feel like joining us just come along ya... There'll be lessons in the morning and the celebrations would start at 12 and end around 1. But pls come down before 1, cos Mrs tan bian will have to go aft that.

Audrey
Amanda
Inn may
me!
pu en (on waiting list)
charlton
wisely
chun kang
dick
nicholas
joel
[and counting on....]

nice day

2008-08-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

Life is still better with drama serials. xD was watching 命中注定我爱你 this morning. Wanted to go to the airport earlier to study with xiao chun today de. In the end, still went there quite late cos of it. The show's just too nice. =)

In the end, reached dere ard 3.30pm. But was quite glad tad im more efficient today! Woots! Though my pace is still abit slow, but im improving! =D Was mugging halfway when Jonathan appeared! So he joined us. Luckily he did, if not xiao chun and i would have just talked all the way. xD

Can't wait for friday! Hopefully those who said they'll come would come. And those that said they would try their best would be able to make it too! I wish I wish I wish..... (sincerely) =)